doomburgerdoodles:

I cannot tell you all the bone deep levels to which I miss having the energy and brain power to draw and work and actually finish things.

I feel like my life has come to a screeching halt.

And it sucks because going to the dr was supposed to help and fix this, but the more research I do about sjogren’s/psoriatic arthritis/autoimmune diseases the more I read that there is nothing that really fixes the fatigue and brain fog that is causing all this trouble? There’s just small measures you can take to help.

They can slow down disease progression and help with pain and swelling but I’ve already been doing what they can do for the fatigue and it’s either taking infuriatingly long to help or it’s just not. helping.

Some part of me keeps getting incredibly frustrated because I feel like if I weren’t autistic and didn’t already have hell with concentration I’d still be functional. but idk. I’m Upset lol.

TL;DR I have no income still and no commission samples to try cuz I can’t even do that and it’s already the twentieth so I’m gonna have to reblog the donation post again. 

If you can and you’re feeling generous my paypal is asher@dumonchelledraws.com

I really did not want to have to but idk how else I’m gonna pay rent so thank you all for the support and reblogs and everything. It helps a ton<3

Hopefully sooner rather than later this blog can go back to being a lot more art ~A~;